Music is My Muse

you tried to get a little tricky/turned my back and then you slipped me a mickey.

I remember when my brother had a major break up and the first thing he said was, it’s ok now I can finally focus all my time on my business. I didn’t think anything of that statement until I FINALLY let go of my “relationship” with old boy. My mind is 100 % focused on making myself the best I can be. I’ve seen so much improvement in my work, in my attitude, in my priorities all from just dropping something that I thought was supposed to be number one in my life. Not saying that i’m cutting off men, dating, etc but I am cutting off letting someone take over my mind like that. I lost sight of what really was number one which was ME. I honestly truly see that I lost myself in that “relationship”.

I finally feel like i’ve come up for air! and it feels SO GOOD! I don’t ever want to not feel this feeling again!

In the mood to go on a rant, but im not. That one sentence speaks volumes intself.

and your friends all ran away/would you let yourelf fall in love/if only for one day

Been a little MIA lately, finally started back at work which is bittersweet. Bitter because my little sweetheart has to go to a babysitter during the day Sweet because I’ve been on unpaid maternity leave for the last 3 months. So a paycheck is going to be HAPPILY welcomed!

Enough about me, back to our regular scheduled program…

This weeks favorite personal blog is

Her moniker “Jelly Don’t Shake Like This” says it all. Jamz gives us the lowdown on usually a weekly basis of fun things she’s gotten into. She used to have a daily shoe update (she know does it pretty randomly) and me being a closet shoe addict I tuned in daily to see what shoes she was rocking for the day. Jamz is truly a fashionista and makes sure everyone who reads her blog knows it.

When she isn’t doing a personal blog about the day she does keep her readers up to date with quotes, pictures, and just plain ol cute/cool things she’s come across online. Sort of what I like to do here at Music is My Muse. Make sure to check her out when you get a chance.

#jayelectronica

I started something this week that is quite daring and very exciting. I signed up for eharmony.com! It’s a little weird to me to start online dating never really tried it before. I talked it over with some friends and family. My best friend isn’t a fan of it, and thinks that when it boils down to it you are paying for a date. I can see where she can get that idea as eharmony does cost a pretty penny to create a profile and find matches on their site. But I don’t see it as paying for a date. I see at as opening the door for at least more options or serious options since they are PAYING to be on this site. Or maybe just get to go on a few good dates or find a good phone buddy, who knows. I find it highly unlikely that i’m going to find anyone regularly as most of my outings are only to dr. offices, the grocery store and to families homes. So not much single men coming through those parts. My brother suggested I go on blackplanet.com uhh yea no that was SO 2000 ill pass!

One could also think why are you trying to jump into a relationship so fast since you JUST called things off with old boy. Well old boy and I were never in a relationship to begin with nor was new boy (simone’s dad) and I ever in a relationship so i’ve basically been single and looking for about a good 4 years! I think it’s PAST TIME! I’ve hit the lonely mark and i’ve passed it twice it’s TIME!

I feel like a kid in the candy store to be honest haha. I set up my profile on Sunday and I guess everyday they send you new matches. I had to answer a million questions regarding personality etc which is good so I can make sure the person they are matching me with is someone compatible. I think it’s the eharmony commercials that kinda got me, those people look SO happy and in love. Hey maybe i’ll be on a commerical soon stay tuned..

#mynewdailymantra